“No one is ever promised and easy path through this snake infested swamp…and then it’s suddenly our turn to cross that black water, or become lost in the past, perpetually locked in suspended states of illusion. Just where are you going? What’s the purpose of your journey? Do you know? Or have an idea? […]Read More Deep Thoughts and a Look Back on 2019
Thanksgiving is tomorrow. Fuck. It kind of crept up on me this year as I wasn’t really paying attention. I’m not looking forward to tomorrow, yet it will be somewhat good to spend a bit of time with my biological family. They all mean well and I do love them dearly – most of them. […]Read More My Brain on Over-drive
It’s a fact that we are all facing mortality. It starts the very moment you are born..that ONE sure thing, we will all die. No matter how “good” you live, you cannot and will not escape the reaper. The person you are looking at right now, or who you just kissed goodbye before leaving for […]Read More We’re ALL Struggling… So Be Kind.
I have insomnia tonight! It always seems like so much to do around here and it’s getting colder by the day. This is the weekend I chose to put everything away, redo some areas, move things around, sort, discard and donate stuff. I was listening to Maine Public Radio (MPR) playing their musical album of […]Read More Don’t Wait While Life Melts Away
I woke up in a pretty damned good mood this morning. Then I had my weekly therapy appointment at 10am. It went excellent today. I learned quite a few important things. Firstly, I am very solid in my recovery. As bad as I have been feeling and struggling as of late with personal relationship issues […]Read More Understanding
Fandango once again has piqued my interest with a post of his. It’s about how honest one is in their blog posts. The question is posed as follows: How honest are you to your blog and as such, to your readership? Do you think you can be too honest, too open? I feel like I […]Read More Honest Blogging…what’s my take?
I’m heavily involved with a woman in a very long-distance relationship. I am madly in love with my woman and i believe the feeling is mutual for her as well. We met about 18 months ago online and hit it off very quickly. Neither of us were looking for any sort of “relationship” like the […]Read More Making it Work…My LDR Experience
Due to the mid-term elections and my obsession with them, I have not kept up with the 30-day challenge #YouAreEnough. I am about to do days 2, 3, 4, and 5 here. Day 2: A special encounter that almost felt like an angelic experience. An interesting thing to think about. I once got into a […]Read More #YouAreEnough Challenge Day 2-5
I have been doing a LOT of thinking lately; deep thinking, light thinking, silly stuff, and just plain random shit runs through my mind in a constant flow of factoids and ponderings. Most of it has been the result of changing anti-depressant medication. Whoa…I didn’t know it would be this rough! My dreams have been […]Read More Fleeting Thoughts…that hang around…
I have a couple of things to talk about here today. It’s Monday, August 27, 2018 and with just 4 more days of August ahead of us I am beginning to look toward September; the arrival of cooler temperatures to Maine, fall festivals and agricultural fairs, the leaves beginning to turn colors and yes, the […]Read More And the week starts…