I get crazy for her some nights, that urge just won’t quit. I lay flat on my back, which is how I sleep anyway, stretch out and try to imagine…oops, did I turn off the stove…? Fuck. And, yes, I generally get up to check if that thought, or a thought about the heat being […]Read More Crazy Spring Feelings
Butch desire is to fem hunger what peanut butter is to jelly; what ying is to yang. I recently read a really GREAT blog about “hunger”; specifically fem hunger. You can read it here, which is my previous cross post about this blog, and will connect you with this wonderful blogger. The writer is a […]Read More Butch Desire
It’s a nice cool 61 degree morning here on the coast of Maine, albeit a rather overcast day. The clouds gathering above me in the sky are heavy and full of rain – which will surely soon be pouring down upon my thirsty gardens and lawn spaces, thankfully. I am up. I got up at […]Read More And I don’t wanna miss a thing…
It’s the end of July 2017…it’s a cool, rainy day here in southern Maine. I am wearing a long sleeved T-shirt and jeans because it’s too cold for anything less! I’ve got the windows shut (most of them) and the doors closed today. Brrr. This weather is just strange for this time of year. Normally […]Read More Depression, Meds, and Life Stuff…
Wow! PurpleSage blogged this video of me talking about Growing Up Butch…this is like almost 10 yrs old now, but it is all still very relevant. It was fun to see it again. You can also see it on my YouTube channel. Thanks PurpleSage! Love ya all! Peace! ~MB This is a video by the […]Read More Re-blogged….an old video I did…
That’s where I have been lately…in the fog. I’m feeling a whole slew of ways. Emotions are such fucked up things most of the time. I’ve been trying like hell to sort through them all, from those feelings of loss, to feelings of renewed strength. It’s no easy task. I’ve been burying most of my emotions […]Read More In the Fog..
So, I got up on Monday and made the decision in my head to drag my ass out of the stupid funk that I had gotten into, change my attitude and to have a good week. And…it worked. I’ve been very upbeat all week. And tonight I even invited my parents over to my place […]Read More Role Models
I have been blogging now for so many years that I really have to stop and research when I first started…I think it was sometime around 2005 that I first started blogging on AOL. It’s been a good amount of years for sure. I printed out all of my AOL blogs when I stopped using […]Read More Our Stories…an inspired post
It used to be so much more simple! It used to be that you were either gay or straight, period. Or at least that is how it was in my world growing up in the 60’s/70’s and partying my ass off in the gay bars in the 80’s…it used to be easier I believe. I’m […]Read More The Gender Revolution?
“How do we bridge who we become with who we were?” “Remember who you wanted to be” quoted from a bumper sticker I saw yesterday “Language sets expectations” I seem to be running into all of these one-liners that are basically alluding to identity and I find this very interesting. I have also had some […]Read More Identity Complexity