Ah! I managed to actually sit down and film a vlog on YouTube tonight. I haven’t been that interested in keeping up with my vlogging on there in the last year or so. Just didn’t appeal much to me. The “old crowd” of dedicated individual YouTubers seem to have faded into the proverbial woodwork. Now it’s mostly big vloggers like Jenna Marbles and the such. More power to ’em. If you can make that kind of cash doing silly videos on that platform then go for it. Me? I manage to make a buck thirty a month on mine. Chump change.
I had a really interesting day. I had to go to district court to appear for a ticket that I got picked up on back in September. Stupid me. Anyway, I got the case continued until mid-February and hope to have it filed at that time. Sometimes we just make choices that we later deem “mistakes” that come back to haunt us. I did that exact thing. Last night I was incredibly nervous, and I sort of shut the world out while I dealt with my case of nerves. Once I got there today and dealt with it head on I felt a whole lot better. Hopefully by February when I have to go back my lawyer will have handled it and I will be okay. I have a very clean record and would like to keep it that way.
I have been in a great mood tonight. I got to talk to Beach Girl for a while on the phone and she made me smile from ear to ear and feel a little like a teenager in puppy love. I haven’t dated in so long that I think that I have forgotten how to act sometimes. We had a great conversation tonight and we’re really getting much more relaxed with one another, which feels great. I had built a wall around myself to kee[p this kind of stuff (feelings and shit) at bay, but I’ve been slowly letting down my wall with her. She has a way of making me less afraid to do so, and I trust her. I’m discovering she’s a really awesome woman.
Tomorrow is my mid-week day off and I have a ton of stuff to do. I’ve got to get over to the hospital in the morning and have blood drawn for my quarterly T-cell/Viral Load counts to be done. I am pretty sure they will be stellar this quarter. I’ve been spot on with my medications, taking them as scheduled every day. So the results should be high T’s and hopefully an undetectable viral load. Undetectable=uninfectable. Which is my goal. My check in appointment is next Tuesday and I expect a very good visit with my specialist. I’m healthy and happy, what more could I ask for? 🙂
I also have an eye doctor appointment tomorrow afternoon. I need a new prescription bad. My eyes have gotten worse and I notice that I am squinting a lot. I need new glasses I think, which is going to have to wait until after the holidays for financial reasons. Glasses are so damned expensive! But I know I need a new pair, so I will make it my priority in January.
So I ‘m off to bed to have sweet dreams….I hope yours are equally as good! Peace! ~MB