I have been having the weirdest and wildest dreams lately.  I love to dream, but the topics of my dreams have been very much out there…I’ve dreamed a lot about an ex of mine especially.  It seems like I spend my nights with her.  They are not bad dreams at all, just interesting and confusing to me when I wake up.  I am not sure why I would be repeatedly dreaming about her.  Perhaps it’s that I feel that there is unfinished business from that relationship.  Perhaps it’s because I have run out of one of my medications and it’s causing these dreams to occur. Whatever it is it’s kind of disconcerting to me.  And it causes me to think about her when I am awake now too.  Something I know I should not do.

It’s a rainy Tuesday morning here.  I am up really super early having coffee and deciphering my most recent dream.  The dogs got up and went outside, but came back in pretty quickly because of the rain.  I have to say that Lulu is not a wussy though, she is tough and will withstand the rain to do her business outside.  Brave little dog.

I need to do a bunch of address changing today.  Contacting various people to let them know of my recent move and the new address for mailing.  I considered getting a Post Office box, but it’s just too darned expensive and then I would have to travel downtown to get my daily mail…doesn’t seem reasonable.

The glass tables for my living room set came in a couple of days ago.  So here is the living room with all of the furniture.

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Author: MainelyButch

I am a pretty relaxed, proud, Butch and a native Mainer who enjoys reading, writing, blogging, vlogging and social interaction. I live in southern Maine, near the coast with my 2 small dogs and I hail from a very large, loving family that is historically rooted here. I write about my life, my experiences, living successfully with HIV, my YouTube experiences, and just about anything that piques my interest. This blog may contain profanity and sexual situations, and is not intended for younger audiences. Read at your own risk. At 54 I see life as just beginning a new chapter, and have decide this is the time that I need to write the stories that got me to this point. I believe we live our lives in chapters, changing, evolving and moving continuously with the times. I love to laugh, have discussions, debates and even the occasional nonsense conversation! I generally enjoy people, but not drama, hatred, ignorance or those who choose to feel they are somehow elite or superior to another simply due to their mere existence. I try to be very conscious of the health of the world around me - environmentally, socially, economically, and ethically. The people who are dear to me know me as having a tough exterior, filled with marshmallow and crunchy peanut butter. I continually strive to be the best I can be, especially to address life head on...always.

5 thoughts on “Dreaming”

  1. Your living room looks very comfy and pleasant – pretty tree and lights!
    I’ve had those kind of weird dreams and they kind of hang on during day hours – last ones were side effects from a medication.

  2. Looks awesome…cozy comfy and warm. No carpet? Lol cuz of the dogs? Love the festive feel. Are you happy there so far? I hope so 🙂 Ex-dreamin….brrrr…scary stuff sometimes. Keep it in perspective tho. Just sayin xo

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