Defying the Odds

Once again I defy the odds.  I was recently tested again for my HIV counts.  And once again I remain in the “undetectable” range…meaning that no HIV antibodies can be found in my body at this time.  I’ve managed to remain undetectable for a few years now, I’m defy the odds at every step.  Also, […]

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Password Protection

As some have noticed lately I have been posting password protected blogs.  These are protected simply because I talk about sensitive stuff that pertains to my most personal life and thoughts.  I do not share these passwords with many.  If you have the password it’s because you are in my inner most circle of friends. […]

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Weekend is Here!

Every fiber in my body is yearning for warmer weather and Spring conditions! The weather is starting – I said starting – to break, it’s been above freezing now for several days and we have had rain, so the snow pack is slowly melting away.  This is especially apparent around the edges of yards and […]

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This blog is a great explanation of Stigma, not only stigma surrounding mental illnesses, but any kind of Stigma on any variety of issues. I often feel stigmatized for my gender presentation, and my health issues, and sexuality. This is a must read! Rock on!!! ~MB

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Tomboy to Butch…My Story

Anyone else relate to being a tomboy?  Being trans and being a tomboy / gender non-conforming child often go hand in hand, but often the two are mutually separate…     a question posed by janitorqueer on their blog. Growing up I constantly fought with my parents over my clothing choices, they wanted me to […]

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Sometimes I just wish I could disappear. I feel like I can’t do anything right.  My temper isn’t geared to taking being beaten down again and again with the same words.  I will retaliate; lash out with my own vindictive words.  I will aim to hurt if I am being hurt, believe me.  And I […]

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Blog Birthday….And Publishing

I spent a chunk of time this morning sipping coffee and going through my entire blog quite thoroughly.  It seems this blog is about to celebrate it’s 3rd birthday on April 5th!   Since inception I’ve posted 341 posts, some of which are still in draft or are password protected or private, and I now […]

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