Double Standard

I woke up to a message on my phone about not telling her that I had a date.  Dazed and a bit confused over why she would even care, as she has a full time monogamous relationship going on in her realm of the world. One that I am supposed to not care about.  Yet she gets pissy with me over one minor date?  Funny how suddenly what’s good for the goose is not allowed for the gander.  She has never told me that it would upset her in any way if I dated someone here, as a matter of fact she encouraged me to do what I would normally do here and not change up my life over our talking.  Funny how that changes when it becomes all too real.  

I am disappointed.  But this is why I don’t let myself get too overly attached…some find it so easy to just walk away.  Too bad…I could have fallen in love given the right situation and reasons.   




Author: MainelyButch

I am a pretty relaxed, proud, Butch and a native Mainer who enjoys reading, writing, blogging, vlogging and social interaction. I live in southern Maine, near the coast with my 2 small dogs and I hail from a very large, loving family that is historically rooted here. I write about my life, my experiences, living successfully with HIV, my YouTube experiences, and just about anything that piques my interest. This blog may contain profanity and sexual situations, and is not intended for younger audiences. Read at your own risk. At 54 I see life as just beginning a new chapter, and have decide this is the time that I need to write the stories that got me to this point. I believe we live our lives in chapters, changing, evolving and moving continuously with the times. I love to laugh, have discussions, debates and even the occasional nonsense conversation! I generally enjoy people, but not drama, hatred, ignorance or those who choose to feel they are somehow elite or superior to another simply due to their mere existence. I try to be very conscious of the health of the world around me - environmentally, socially, economically, and ethically. The people who are dear to me know me as having a tough exterior, filled with marshmallow and crunchy peanut butter. I continually strive to be the best I can be, especially to address life head on...always.

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