Writing is an outlet for me, it’s where I can just get things out of my head for a few minutes. But sometimes you have to have self-restraint, self-control and let logic play a part in your posts. While I want go OFF I am going to let it go pretty quickly here. I can’t allow myself to be bullied into regret. And what I would like to post would only cause me to scold myself later, thus regret. Yes, somethings are best left unsaid and private. This is one of those times. And while I won’t lie down to be dragged through the mud, I will first contemplate my words so that they are clearly understood. I hold no animosity, only sadness that some have to let their words be weapons intended to hurt and I in turn let them hurt.
Each of us, as humans, choose our own road. No one drags us down them. And no one can call our direction except us. I dictate my own direction, and if I am not into something I am not going to pretend that I am and fake it…I am going to just move on, and try to do so without causing a lot of commotion while doing so. I don’t think that I owe anyone else an reason beyond the fact that I’m just not as interested as I thought I was, do I? You know that feeling of starting something that you feel you are into, then after you do it a while you see – after further interaction – that it’s just not your cup of tea; thus you just don’t feel the need to keep doing it? Yeah, that’s it. That’s what happened with me, and now I am being ridiculed for my own personal feelings, and having my character attacked…that just isn’t right. And now it’s time to just let it go. Nothing can be un-done, nothing can be repaired, and nothing can be said that would further either side’s idea of what happened, or what is right or wrong. Period.